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midnight snack [16 Jul 2006|01:18am] [ music | regina spektor- fidelity ] every night i have been eating an umpteen amount of junk food until my eyes finally feel the weight of the previous day. tonight i attacked a stash of cool mint creme double stuff oreos but didn't feel like eating the green filling, what a waste. hopefully i'll kick this habit by next week. it's not fun falling asleep at 4 AM on a disgustingly full stomach and wake up the next day at 1 PM with half your day gone. ( birds ) 3 hearts!!raw

[09 Jan 2006|09:00pm] my brother is not as mellow as he appears procrastinating. somemore. 6 hearts!!raw

maybe i should start writing in this one more often. [14 Sep 2005|08:39pm] i've spent an hour just staring at the english commentary. way to be productive. had more to this entry, it wasn't important. 2 hearts!!raw

[12 Feb 2005|01:17pm] sorry that i have forgotten about you, journal. there isn't much to say. i dont know how to deal with relationships anymore. it's like i got tramatized from before. im sorry, it might seem like im a horrible person. im crazy over this head automatica song. it's a song i would totally dance to probably in my underwear GOODTIMES! Beating hearts baby Baby is this love for real? (Beating hearts baby) Let me in your arms to feel (Beating hearts baby) The beating of your heart baby (Beating hearts baby) The beating of your heart baby You You want nothing to do with me You You want nothing to do with me I I don't know what to do with you Cos you Don't know what you do to me Baby is this love for real? Let me in your arms to feel The beating of your heart baby The beating of your heart baby Girl You really got your hold on me Girl You really got your hold on me Go You gotta get away from me Cos you You want nothing to do with me Baby is this love for real? Let me in your arms to feel The beating of your heart baby The beating of your heart baby Goodbye of you Even out of you Still I love all of you I do yeah In spite of you Even out of you Still I love all of you I do well... You Want nothing to do with me You You want nothing to do with me ILOVEYOUALL. have a good weekend. <3 2 hearts!!raw

gosh, i love myspace [29 Jun 2004|01:30pm] [ music | tbs- bonus mosh pit 2 ] so cute. meet a slightly chubby, shaggy haired boy who likes to read, hug, sing, watch conan o'brien and isn't afraid to dance. i can't wait to cut my hair, or the new tbs cd, or rilo kiley's new disc, or warped tour. im broke. Well, it’s love, it’s love, it’s love... Make it hurt. 5 hearts!!raw

punch the stomach [19 Jun 2004|11:45pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | ben jelen ] last night i had a dream that a serial killer was coming after my family in the woods, that was some crazy shiut 5$ is not enough babysitting for 2 kids, someone tell that woman im addicted to the ashlee simpson show and her song. as well as the simple life DOS my doggie still has ticks and looks like a stuffed animal with his long fluffy hair. cat in the hat is a funny movie, bigfish brings tears must see saved, stepford wives, shrek 2 *shakes head* THE NOTEBOOK---FRIDAY 13 hearts!!raw

i need a nap [28 Apr 2004|05:08pm] [ mood | i feel stupid. ] [ music | q and not u ] today was atrocious, dreadful, appalling, horrific 5 hearts!!raw

[15 Apr 2004|09:18pm] 100 MEXICANOS DIJERON !!!!! the family fued version in espanol. awesome show <3. i spent an hour watching it and feel more educated, in a way...not really. then decided to cut my bangs shorter cause they irked me til no end. spent the night with my family. mom says it's nice to see my face rather than me being stuck in my room studying or doing something school related. she also says i make the bestest strawberry milkshakes. =) fan makes no more noise. skjdf93w8ru9jfs. he smiled at me today job hunting. i love the weather!!! and and pa-leash feel better i <3333 you all/we'll make it through. peeweelove05: ari, i have a dora the explorer backpack and she's on it and you know you look like her. so this morning in first hour i hugged it and said i love ari! in a funny voice it was great, just thought i'd let ya know <3 and another. 3 hearts!!raw

[08 Apr 2004|05:21pm] [ mood | blah ] i don't know what im doing this weekend. i hope it's fun-filled. love aree 11 hearts!!raw

why do all heartbreaks start with “we need to talk”? and recognizing love songs have become easier? [23 Mar 2004|10:29pm] !!! THIS WAS MOSTLY FOR ME to get it out of my system, i should have done this earlier the boy who wrote you love letters failed to tell you that the fairytale was going to end. when he said "i love you" it meant "i'll stick around until i find someone better" and when he said "i need you" it meant "i need your mouth on mine let's share oxygen because without the validation of your tongue touching mine this feels like nothing" and when he told you that you should love the beautiful things about yourself, he's speaking the truth but does he really know that or is just another line? …searching his eyes for some reassurance, for the words she wishes he would say, how much it’s killing him, how much he misses her, but it’s not worth looking for. 9:30 blinks on her stereo clock, the daily late night phone call cease to commence and she knows it, but yet she stares at her phone hoping he changed his mind. The boy who once made her laugh with a simple gesture, who gave hugs and kisses, who looked at her in that “I can’t say in words how this moment feels, how you make me feel”, hasn’t. she knew that it wouldn’t last she had to know that the “you mean the world to me, I can’t stop thinking about you, the I wish we could run away together, the we were meant to be’s” were just lines, fed through a spoon and gulped down like nourishment. The familiarity has become a blur, should have’s, could have’s, would have’s took the front seat.He never meant to make you sad, honestly. Everything evokes a snapshot, line, or look relating to him, and it makes her angry for remembering.She wishes the future held more, but the present ruined it. 10 hearts!!raw

yo beeyatches ;;; [15 Feb 2004|04:12pm] ya' know the whole deal comment if you so desire to be added. ...and i'll think about it <3 13 hearts!!raw

[15 Feb 2004|08:24am] i need a hair cut !!! and my permit. im up too early today. im thinking that i will make this whole journal FRIENDS ONLY. okay, im done. raw

i really don't want to attend the b-ball game tonight. : / [03 Jan 2004|04:29pm] ( saveme.pa-leash ) he makes me happy <3 1 heart!!raw

[31 Dec 2003|10:07am] [ mood | tired ] :) 4 hours, not bad.. die phone die, but not right now. chocolate, we shall see i probably won't be on tonight so.. MERRY NEW YEAR !! woah, a new year's starting, i wonder what this one will bring. guilty pleasures of '03: -Pharrell Williams, my future hubby -JT, baby! cry me a river cannot get old -digi cams - tight pants.........on boys -skirts -the O.C. -secret days -Queer eye for the straight guy i would say this year treated me good overall. <333love so this is the new year. and i don't feel any different. the clanking of crystal explosions off in the distance so this is the new year and I have no resolutions for self assigned penance for problems with easy solutions so everybody put your best suit or dress on let's make believe that we are wealthy for just this once lighting firecrackers off on the front lawn as thirty dialogues bleed into one i wish the world was flat like the old days then i could travel just by folding a map no more airplanes, or speedtrains, or freeways there'd be no distance that can hold us back. 2 hearts!!raw

[28 Dec 2003|05:24pm] hot damn. it's ugly made this journal for the soul purpose of decorating. pathetic, i know <3 3 hearts!!raw

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